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in this website im going to share most of my art and thoughts just random stuff in general i like yapping by myself when i do it with other people it ends up so awakard i dont know how to talk to people so i guess i end up talking to myself.. most of the time ig ;-; and im using this website to mess around with my coding skills! so yk its not the best >X0
quick updates + todo list
make a gif banner and button()
make new pages()
make more art for my friends()
pee my pants(done)
make new icon of myself()
thrift a ps vita and cd player()
quick small blogs
summer
for now this summer has been pretty boring i mean its has always been like that usually the last month of summer break is the most productive bc some family members are off work
what have i been doing?
not much! ive been trying to be cleaner and to make more friends (not that much irl bc my mom wont let me go out that often) ive made 3 friends seriously the most funniest ppl ive ever interacted with the ones i made irl i got their numbers but seriously i forgot how to add ppl's numbers on my phone from how i barely use it 
i keep telling myself "i'll add them soon i'll do it tomorrow" but i forget and now i feel guilty i mean my history teacher gave me his number too... i think you can tell how unproductive i am well im not feeling great these few days ive also taken a few days off online i hope i can courage myself in the future because honestly i dont know what im doing with my life i feel like im wasting days
(29/07/25)
birthday!!
my birthday is coming up soon!! im turning 15 how weird that feels.. soon im going to be the same age as i wished i was when i was 8 i thought it would be pretty fun i dont know how to feel about it i mean it feels great im growing but at the same time not i dont feel like im growing yk? im mad im still short goddamit i dont care that people think its cute i want to fit in dresses or shit like that without looking like a kid trying on their mom's clothes
but whatever for now it dosent matter that much T_T
my mom suggested we should made a picnic birthday party i think its so cool!! i love picnics but i hate it when bugs try to eat my snacks there is not going to be a particular theme of it just some decorations of my fav colors ive never been a big fan of birthday parties they make me VERY overstimulated and i have to talk to people ive been ignoring for years its just ugh i dont like them
most of the time i do them with my closest family members and friends this year its just going to be me and family i dont have very close friends to be doing that and i dont have the patience to eat neatly bc im with someone
were eating hamburgers im not going to slow down and im eating it as if its trying to run away from me LOLOL ;) but apart that im pretty excited about it!! what it matters the most for me is to have fun and get cool presents one im really excited for are keychains and stickers ive bought online!!
kiss on the cheek to my super cool uncle :x
31/07/25